I never thought I would be the one saying this, but I am just so lonely. I’ve never been dependent on anyone for my own happiness, but I just wish I had someone that would always be there, not just when they found it most convenient. I’ve absolutely shut down when it comes to guys now. Third time was not a charm, and I doubt the fourth or fifth will be either. I can’t just sit and wait for someone to show up, I have grown so impatient.
Johnny Cash and June Carter on their wedding day, March 1, 1968. Their marriage lasted 35 years. When June died in 2003, Johnny was devastated. At her funeral, Johnny had to be helped from his wheelchair to view his wife’s face one last time. At a family gathering, he said, “I don’t know hardly what to say tonight about being up here without her. The pain is so severe; there is no way of describing it.” Johnny Cash died less than four months later.